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Name: Bethany
Country: United States
State: Mississippi
Metro: Clinton
Birthday: 7/7/1987
Gender: Female


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Member Since: 11/15/2005

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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

More about me!

I stole this from Michelle, but I thought it would be fun.  Now you'll know just a little more about me.

[ ] I am shorter than 5'4
[x] I have many scars - not just physical.
[ ] I tan easily
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color
[ ] I have a tattoo
[x] I'm self-conscious about my looks
[x] I've had braces
[x] I wear contacts
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings...2 in each ear
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[x] I have freckles

FAMILY / HOME LIFE
[x] I've sworn at my parents
[ ] I've run away from home
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house
[x] My biological parents are together
[ ] I've had children
[ ] I've lost a child

SCHOOL & WORK
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school
[x] I almost always do my homework
[ ] I failed a class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired
[x] I've skipped school

EMBARRASSMENT
[x] Disney movies still make me cry
[x] I've peed from laughing
[x] I've snorted while laughing
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public

HEALTH
[x] I was born with a disease/illness
[x] I've gotten stitches
[ ] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed
[x] I had a serious surgery
[ ] I've had chicken pox

TRAVELING
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day
[x] I've been on a plane
[x] I've been to Canada
[x] I've been to Mexico
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls
[ ] I've been to Japan
[x] I've been to Europe
[ ] I've been to Africa
[ ] I've been to South America

EXPERIENCES
[x] I've gotten lost in my city
[ ] I've seen a shooting star
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower
[x] I've gone out in public in my PJ's
[x] I've pushed all buttons in an elevator
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts
[x] I've been to a casino (to eat; they have buffets that are awesome)
[ ] I've been skydiving
[ ] I've been an abuse victim
[x] I've gone skinny dipping
[x] I've played spin the bottle
[x] I've crashed a car
[ ] I've been Skiing
[ ] I've been in a play
[x] I've met people from the internet
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night
[x] I've played chicken
[x] I've played a prank on someone
[x] I've ridden in a taxi (Mexican taxi drivers scare me but Irish ones do not)
[ ] I've eaten Sushi
[ ] I've been snowboarding

RELATIONSHIPS
[ ] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've had someone cheat on me
[ ] I've gone on a blind date
[x] I miss someone right now
[ ] I have a fear of commitment
[x] I have a fear of abandonment
[x] I've cheated in a relationship
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't

SEXUALITY
[ ] I've liked someone of the same sex
[ ] I've kissed a member of the same sex
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher
[x] I am a cuddler
[x] I love to flirt
[x] I've been kissed in the rain
[ ] I've hugged a stranger
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

HONESTY CRIME
[ ] I am a terrible liar, for some reason people just believe me.
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't
[ ] I've snuck out of my house
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game
[x] I've cheated on a test
[x] I've run a red light
[ ] I've been suspended from school
[x] I've witnessed a crime
[ ] I've been in a fist fight
[ ] I've been arrested
[ ] I've shoplifted

DRUGS & ALCOHOL
[x] I've consumed alcohol
[ ] I've smoked a cigarette
[ ] I've smoked a cigar
[ ] I regularly drink
[ ] I've passed out from drinking
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I'm a stoner
[ ] I've snorted cocaine
[ ] I've eaten shrooms
[ ] I've popped E
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous
[ ] I've done hard drugs
[ ] I can't swallow pills
[ ] I have been diagnosed with depression
[ ] I take anti-depressants
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic
[x] I've slept an entire day
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm
[x] I've woken up crying
[x] I've cried myself to sleep
[ ] I see a therapist

DEATH & SUICIDE
[ ] I'm afraid of dying
[x] I hate funerals
[ ] I've seen someone dying
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide
[ ] I've planned my own suicide
[ ] I've attempted suicide

MATERIALISM
[x] I own over 5 CDs
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player
[x] I own something from Hot Topic
[x] I own something from Pac Sun
[ ] I collect comic books
[x] I own something from The Gap
[x] I own something I got on e-bay

POLITICAL/SOCIAL ATTITUDES
[ ] In general, I don't like people
[ ] I'm a feminist
[ ] I'm very outgoing
[ ] I listen to political music
[ ] I don't like Bush because he is dumb
[ ] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up
[x] I am for Bush
[x] I'm religious - I have a relationship with the creator of the universe.

RANDOM
[ ] I can sing well
[x] I open up to others easily
[ ] I watch the news
[ ] I don't kill bugs
[x] I curse regularly
[x] I sing in the shower
[ ] I am a morning person
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar
[ ] I am a sports fanatic
[ ] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[x] I love being neat
[ ] I love Spam
[x] I bake well (depends on what it is)
[x] I would wear pajamas to school
[ ] I like Martha Stewart
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun
[x] I am in love with love
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS
[x] I laugh at my own jokes
[x] I eat fast food weekly
[x] I believe in ghosts
[ ] I am online 24/7
[x] I am really ticklish
[x] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails
[x] I play video games
[ ] I'm good at remembering faces
[ ] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] My answers are totally honest
 
That's all for now... I think!


Friday, January 06, 2006

Currently Watching
Gilmore Girls - The Complete First Season
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I haven't updated in forever... over a month... so, I guess I will do that now.

I confess that in 2005 I...

( ) stayed single the whole year.
( ) got your first kiss
(x) made-out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
(x) kissed in the rain
(x) fell in love
( ) fell in love with a fool
( ) had your heart broken
(x) broke someone else's heart
( ) had a stalker
(x) had a good relationship with someone
( ) questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) gotten married
( ) had a divorce
( ) had a gay marriage
( ) kissed someone of the same sex
(x) dated someone you'll never forget
(x) done something you've regretted
( ) lost your true love
( ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under mistletoe

WORK/SCHOOL

( ) got a promotion
( ) got a pay raise
( ) changed jobs
( ) lost your job
( ) quit your job
( ) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son
( ) got fired from your job
( ) got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really disliked
( ) found the subject you love
( ) failed a class
( ) gotten suspended
(x) skipped class
( ) skipped school
( ) got into a fight with a classmate
(x) did something you were proud of
( ) discovered a new talent
( ) gave the teachers a reason to teach
( ) proved yourself an idiot
(x) embarassed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) got a lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
(x) were involved in something you'll never forget

OTHER

(x) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
(x) double-dipped
( ) skinny-dipped
(x) went to a sleepover
(x) went to camp
( ) threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
(x) laughed till you peed in your pants
(x) flirted
(x) visited a foreign country
(x) visted a foreign state
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something important to you
(x) got a gift you adore
(x) realized something new about yourself
(x) went on a diet
( ) tried to gain weight
(x) dyed your hair
( ) came close to losing your life
(x) someone close to you died
(x) went to a party
( ) drank alchohol
( ) drank alchohol underage
( ) did (a) drug(s)
( ) got drunk
( ) got arrested
( ) read a great book
(x) saw a great movie
( ) saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
( ) saw your favorite band/artist live
(x) saw someone famous in person
(x) did something you want to tell everyone
(x) Enjoyed this year overall


Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Currently Listening
Horse of a Different Color
By Big & Rich
Save a Horse (Ride a Cowboy)
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Ok, I guess it would be update time.  Last Saturday, 20, I went home for the Thanksgiving holidays. 



Saturday the 19

I picked Selby up on my way to my house that night.  We watched tv for a little while and then went to Wally World to get some stuff that we needed.


Sunday the 20

I got to skip church and sleep late.  I got up and went to Selby's after lunch.  I guess lunch was good but I don't remember anymore.  Sometime later that day I decided I didn't really want to come that night so Mary and Azee came with me to get stuff to spend the night.  Selby and I watched tv and made earrings (money) for a while.  Then we all went to bed (I share a bed with Mary and that's fun b/c we lay there gossiping for a while).


Monday the 21

Woke up, ate biscuits Mary made (highlight of my day), and stuck around for a little while before I had to go home.  I remember something about cleaning that day and that being the shadow of the day.  Oh, I made chocolate chip cookies... they were good!  I didn't sleep well that night b/c I had to get up early.


Tuesday the 22 -- The long part of this update

I woke up at 4:18 and at 4:19 Emily texted me.  I had to get up and get ready to go.  I consequently slugged around and talked to Emily on the phone for a while.  She was writing a research paper due at 9:30 that morning.  I got to the LaBarres at 5:45 like I was told to and ended up talking to Mary and laying on the floor with Selby.  Mrs. Edye and Mr. Bill emerged from their room at like... 6:15ish.  We had to be at the hospital at 6:30 for Selby to have his back surgery, we were a little late but it was all cool!  He had a herniated/slipped disk, I'm not sure which one it was or what it was exactly.  It looked kinda like the picture I put somewhere in here. I guess that's what it was supposed to look like but I'm not sure.  Anyways, while he was in surgery I watched vh1's top 20 videos, on his hospital bed while wearing his giant Gap hoodie, it smelled like him (good).  I also cried while texting his dad when he went home to do something.  His mom was asleep in a chair.  The three of us went to Wendy's for lunch and when we got back Selby was laying in his bed and looked high as a kite.  I was SOOO happy to see him.  We watched poker for a while and when his lunch came in he wanted some.  I fed him strawberry jello and a grape popsicle.  I also gave him Sprite every once in a while.  I felt so helpful and I REALLY enjoyed taking care of him.  His parents went home for a while so they could bring Mary and Azee back and Mrs. Edye could get stuff to spend the night at the hospital with Sel.  After the other three left (M, A, Mr. B) we got McAllister's for supper.  Selby and I split a piece of chocolate cheesecake and a sweet tea.  I left at 8:00 and went home and didn't sleep much that night, again.


Thursday the 24

Turkey Day!  What else can I say other than: lunch at my house.  Supper in Vicksburg at Selby's aunt and uncle's house.  We watched a ton of home videos at their house.  Selby was the CUTEST kid I've EVER seen.  I even got to see the Rescue 911 video I've been asking to see for the past six months.  I still laugh b/c of the big round glasses and the very southern accent he had.  I don't notice if he has an accent, at all.  I guess I'm just used to it if he has one.


Friday the 25

Another unproductive day.  Spent the night at the LaBarres again and that's about it for today.


Saturday the 26

Very unproductive again today.  My parents, Selby, and I went to Margaritas with my aunt and uncle for supper.  I had a chicken and steak quesadilla.


Sunday the 27

Happy 28th birthday to Kim.  Ok, now that I said that... I don't ever want to leave again.  It took me an hour to get up and start heading for the door at Selby's then there was all the hugging and kissing and "I love you" going on so I couldn't leave quite yet.  I love him so much.


Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Currently Listening
Belly Dancer
By Akon
Belly Dancer
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I promised you a long one (kinda) so here it is!

1. First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Wilson
2. Last person you kissed: Selby
3. Last word you said: bitch

4. Last song you sang: “Because of You” by Kelly Clarkson

5. Last person you hugged: Aunt Carol
6. Last thing you laughed at: Selby trying to cheer me up about a pizza pan
7. Last time you said 'I love you': this morning
8. What's in your CD player: I think it’s Emily’s MGS Memories CD
9. What color socks are you wearing: white
10. What's under your bed: nothing right now
11. Current taste in your mouth: toothpaste
12. Current hair: Brown w/ reddish highlights
13. Current clothes: gold “UAB BLAZERS” shirt and jeans
14. Current annoyance: the removed pizza pan
15. Current longing: “I need a hug”

16. Current desktop picture: The picture of Selby and me when he was here one weekend
17. Current worry: Selby’s surgery Tuesday
18. Current hate: roomies
19. Story behind your xanga username: well, I AM!!!

20.Current favorite article of clothing: pajamas
21. Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: eyes
22. Last CD that you bought:  no clue b/c it was last school year or summer or something
23. Favorite place to be: Selby’s house with: Selby, Mary Katherine, Azee, Mom, and Dad
24. Least favorite place: UAB
25. Time you wake up in the morning:
6:30 AM on Tuesdays and Thursdays and 7:45
on M, W, F
26. If you could play an instrument, what would it be: none
27. Do you believe in an afterlife: uh… not really
28. Current favorite word/saying: I love you/she’s a total bitch
29. Favorite book:  The Notebook, by Nicholas Sparks
30. One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: Emily
31. Favorite day: Saturday, usually

32. Where do you want to go: home
33. What is your career going to be like: ultrasound tech… I look at unborn babies and say “It’s a girl/boy!”
34. How many kids do you want: two or three
35. What kind of car will you have: a small SUV
36. Type a line you remember from any book: “Love never fails.”
37. A random lyric: “Where’s my Frappuccino, I want my fucking Frappuccino!”
38. Eye Color: blueish
39. Hair Color: brown with reddish highlights
40. Righty or Lefty: righty

41. Zodiac Sign: cancer
42. Innie or Outtie: fakey!

DESCRIBE
43. Your heritage: Irish and Scottish
44. The shoes you wore today: gray and pink tennis shoes
45. Your hair: brown with reddish highlights (again)
46. Your weakness: food and faith
47. Your Fears: heights and being alone forever
48. Your perfect pizza: Totino’s pizza

49. One thing you'd like to achieve: get married
50. Your most overused phrase on aim: lol
51. Your thoughts first waking up: why didn’t Selby call to wake me up?
52. The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: height
53. Your bedtime: whenever I go to bed
54. Your most missed memory: the days of “the Clique”
YOU PREFER
55. Pepsi or coke: neither
56. McDonald's or Burger King: Wendy’s
57. Single or group dates: Single
58. Adidas or Nike: New Balance
59. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Whichever is sweet tea
60. Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
61. Cappuccino or coffee: Frappuccino

DO YOU
62. Smoke: no
63. Cuss: yes
64. Sing: yes
65. Take a shower: daily
66. Have a crush: yes
67. Who is she/he: Selby
68. Think you've been in love: yes
69. Want to go to college: already here
70. Like high school: been there, done that, ain’t never going back!
71. Want to get married: yes
72. Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: sometimes
73. Think you're attractive: at times
74. Think you're a health freak: hell no!
75. Get along with your parents: no
76. Play an instrument: no

IN THE PAST 3 MONTHS, DID YOU OR HAVE YOU
77. Drink alcohol: no
78. Smoke: no
79. Done a drug: no
80. Made Out: yes, but not as much as I want to
81. Go on a date: yes, I think?
82. Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
83. Eaten sushi: hate it so… no
84. Been dumped: no
85. Made homemade cookies: no
86. Been in love: yes
87. Gone skinny-dipping? no
88. Dyed your hair: yes, red highlights (remember)
89. Stolen anything: no

HAVE YOU EVER
90. Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no
91. Been caught "doing something": no
92. Been called a tease: I don’t know!
93. Gotten beaten up: no… I’m the one doing the ass kicking
94. Changed who you were to fit in: at random times, not lately though

GENERAL INFO
95. my name is: Bethany
96. height: 5'5”
97. favorite toe: Second one that is longer than the first one on my right foot
98. in the morning I: wake up, take a shower, put clothes on, throw stuff in my backback, call Selby
99. all I need is: a hug, a kiss, a shoulder to cry on, NO MORE BITCHY ROOMMATES!!!, and Selby
100. love is: head over heels about someone
101. if I could see one person right now: Selby
102. I dream about: my future

HAVE YOU EVER
103. been in love: yes
104. cried when someone died: yes
105. lied: yes… who hasn’t?

WHICH IS BETTER
106. flowers or candy: flowers
107. tall or short: tall

WHO
108. was the last person u slow danced with: Selby
109. makes you laugh the most: Azee, Mary Katherine, and Selby
110. makes you smile: Selby, Azee, Mary Katherine, Emy, etc.

112. gives you a funny feeling when you see them: noone that I know of
113. do you have a crush on: (again) Selby
114. has a crush on you: Selby
115. easiest to talk to: Selby and Emy

DO YOU EVER
116. sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?: not anymore, I im the people I want to talk to now
117. save aol/aim conversations: auto-log
118. wish u were a member of the opposite sex: for a day, just to see what it would be like
119. cry because of someone saying something to you: all the time

HAVE YOU EVER
120. fallen for your best friend: no
121. been rejected?: yes
122. rejected someone: yes
123. used someone: no
124. done something you regret: yes, many a time

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON
125. you talked to on the phone: Selby
126. hugged: Aunt Carol (again)
127. you instant messaged: I don’t know… prolly Jessie
128. instant messaged you: (again) prolly Jessie


Currently Listening
Breakaway
By Kelly Clarkson
Because of You
see related

Ok, so, these are some things about me and I stole it from someone else's xanga.  I'll probably put a different one up later, just to keep procastinating from my paper due tomorrow.  Enjoy!

( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
( ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them for you
( ) been arrested.
( ) gone on a blind date
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
() seen someone die
(x) been to Canada
(x) Been to Europe
(x) been to Mexico
(x) Been to the U.S.  
(x) been on a plane
( ) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
( ) been moshing at a concert
(x) been in an abusive relationship
(x) Taken pain killer
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) made a sand angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
( ) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake 7.0 on the Richter
(x) touched a snake
( ) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) won a contest
(x) run a red light
( ) been suspended from school
(x) been in a car accident
(x) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had déjà vu
(x) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
( ) witnessed a crime
(x) questioned your heart
(x) liked Post It notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
( ) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
( ) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
( ) paid for a meal with only coins .
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
( ) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your mouth
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) been kissed
( ) watched the sun set with some one you cared about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire
( ) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating/blading
(x) had a wish come true
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) ate dog/cat food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) sang in the shower
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
(x) got your tongue stuck to something cold
(x) worn the opposite sex's clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
( ) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking
( ) played ding-dong-ditch (someone enlighten me one what it is!)
( ) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
( )caught a fish then ate it
( ) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) Cried so hard you laughed
(x) forgotten someones name
(x) French braided someones hair
( ) been kicked out of your house